everything is beautiful and no one sees it.: Archive

i feel sick to my stomach and am hurting a bit around the workings of my heart. missing the old careless me at the moment. *curls up in ball and cries*

Jan 31st

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love.bugs. →

Jan 31st

mmm

Leave me something good. Ask me anythingggg Goodnight tumblrs.

Jan 30th

same picture.

I like viewing them this way. You should too. View On Black

Jan 30th

The day I burst was like shattering one of your sculptures. It left blood and confetti all over my walls. It was fucking beautiful.

Jan 30th

Pet Pride

brokenbirdy: sarajustus: brokenbirdy: I took my kitty cat to the vet today because my mother was terrified he had cancer or something just because he had discoloration on his nose. Well, I must say, he passed with flying colors. The vet just gushed over him, saying the following: 1) He’s 9 1/4 lbs. that is PERFECT 2) He has a GORGEOUS coat 3) All his adult teeth are in and they look...

Jan 30th

Cayley

We need to stop talking on Skype until 4:45am…. it’s really putting a cramp into the whole “not sleeping anyways” thing I’ve got going on. Especially since neither of us will talk for 15 minutes at a time!

Jan 28th

Blueberries are quite delicious. Actually really fucking good. Now I want some… dang.

Jan 28th

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fear |fi(ə)r| noun an unpleasant emotion caused by the belief that someone or something is dangerous, likely to cause pain, or a threat Fear is an interesting thing.

Jan 28th

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i don't know why...

but i’m really craving a crunch wrap supreme…. and i hate taco bell, or most fast food. But something about it sounds good right now….

Jan 28th

fffuuuuuu

PSU for not letting me log onto blackboard! looks like i’m reallllyyy going to fail my final tomorrow since I can’t access the info I need :(

Jan 28th

Formspring!

Formspring Questions are you gay?this is a serious question im not meaning to be rude lol I try not to sexually discriminate. For societies “labeling” sake I would be considered a bisexual. But I really like women. I’m still attracted to males but I’m never attracted to them long enough to date them. Here are the statistics of ME: Preference of Women 98% Preference of...

Jan 28th

Jan 27th

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lovelizzy: sweetpealove: hhaha love it. That is one dedicated friend! Haha, Carissa really wants me to start dating girls, but she doesn’t realize that outside of Tumblr I know no single lesbians. looks like it is time to move then!

Jan 27th

hey yoouuu

Went to take the max and then bus home from PSU, realized I forgot my keys back in Cayley’s dorm room. Had to walk back to the dorms, grab my keys and miss my max and bus :( Taxi to the rescue! ask me something!

Jan 27th

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I caved...

Got a formspring.me Rawr! Ask me something.

Jan 27th

lovelizzy: sweetpealove: just avoid all males. ladies are the way to go! I like every gender, or lack thereof. Ladies are my preference but I don’t attract them much where I live. Me too, the whole gender thing. I don’t try to discriminate between sexes. The door for men though is just crept open slightly, very slightly.

Jan 26th

sooo

I just took my social psychology midterm in under 25 minutes. New record! Not sure how I did, since my studying was poor and my enthusiasm for the class even poorer. But out of two midterms my professor drops the lower grade from your final grade.

Jan 26th

lovelizzy: carissaforeverandalways: Damn straight bonus points if you’re female. AMY NEEDS SOME POONTAIN!. lol *damn queer. Carissa is the advocate for me getting a girlfriend, hahaha. Girls I know in real life don’t like me, and I always wind up dating guys. just avoid all males. ladies are the way to go!

Jan 26th

I should just be a-sexual.

if only.

Jan 26th

hm.

Jan 26th

hahahahaha great things to discover!

Cleverbot: Aren’t you going to say hello? User: Hello. Cleverbot: Thank you. User: I like you. Cleverbot: I like you too. User: Can we get married? Cleverbot: Okay. When do you want to have our wedding? User: In the summer, it’s nice around then. Cleverbot: That was a joke ! User: :( Cleverbot: You should get that looked at.

Jan 26th

I feel like there is something going on that I don’t know about. that something behind my back is being done. Like i’m being watched. Waiting to see me slip up? It’s strange when two things are said to the same person. and no one really knows the truth. But you’ve said it already I guess. My words don’t matter.

Jan 26th

Scratch that.

Jan 26th

January.

I cannot stand this month. This month more than anything. This emotional roller coaster that constantly reminds me of what I let go of. What a potentially incredible relationship I could have had with you, and you loved me so much. But I had to be that asshole of a teenager that wanted to be left alone. Now this month is more overwhelming with my environment, my friends, my life constantly...

Jan 26th

I want actions to match words. I want to be told that someone loves me and then they show me. I want someone who is going to be just as vulnerable as I am. I’m so sick of this passive aggressive thing you do. You want me, make it happen. I just want to know I’m not the only person in the world trying for something special.

Jan 26th

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